Tears of sorrow or joy

As I sit and think about life and how it's lived. I often wonder if death is final. I know not that answer. I wonder when we cry are we crying tears of sadness because that person is no longer hear or is it tears of joy. It can't be of joy because the mind reminisces of the past, because there is not longer a future. Are the tears of joy something that we hope for eventually. I have lost many people in my life and I do not recall ever crying tears of joy. Just tears of sadness.

Do Nothing!

It's Sunday and yet another weekend has gone by and what did I do, nothing. I would like to say that I accomplised something but I didn't. I have so much I could and should have done, but I did nothing. It's still time today to get out of bed and do something. I hope that I will for my sake. I can't talk about change if I don't change. I often wonder what would happen if I had OCD would there even be a method to my current madness. Life is too short to do nothing. Life isn't really too short but when tomorrow isn't promised, it's too short. There are people in the world that live to be older than they would like and some live to be younger than they would like. It's time to do something.

Whatever happened to real men?

People change! Yes we do but does that mean that our morals change as well (for the worse)? I wonder what happened to "real men", when I say that I mean the kind that you could take home to momma. The ones that went to church on Sunday and knew how to be a gentleman. I know that in today's world a "real man" can mean so much more, I am talking about the basics. The kind of man that treats you like he wants a man to treat his sister or mother. Not the guy that wants to have sex with you and call you a slut for doing so. I know that all kind of men exist good or bad but what's wrong with our world where we let them be that way. Why? Is it so much to ask that a man have a job, a place of his own, and a car? I think so. So I now I have to pick you up, pay for your food, and bring you back to my place, and then later drop you back off at home. I wonder maybe my thoughts of a real man have been destroyed because of the world and how much we don't have religion, single parent homes, and society. Women are just as bad but that's another topic. Why? What ever happened to the man that would walk you to your car when you left their house, called to make sure you made it home safely, and asked if you were okay? Those kind of men are few and far between. Now we have the kind of man that wants you to do everything and gets upset if you say no. Last I checked it was okay to say no. They have some nerve. I guess things aren't like they were in the past and will never be again. Why? Someone please explain it to me, I want to know what ever happened to manners, home training, a kind word or gesture. Some human kindness! Society!